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Oftentimes I find myself sitting with my accounting book open wondering WHY? Why am I even attempting to memorize the EPS ratio, master liquidity analysis, or complete a cash disbursement budget?

Then I remember my motivation, and it helps me press on. My motivation is the smiles of the poor children from the villages in Guatemala.  Before I share a story with you, I would like to share what I’ve learned about motivation. I aspire to start a non-profit organization to help education and businesses prosper in countries with developing areas. In order to be motivated you need to match your efforts to your most treasured goals. I study accounting so I can be the best fit for a founder of a non-profit. I exercise so I can inspire others to better their bodies. I love, so others will love. Why do you do what you do? If what you’re doing does not match your passion, you must change it. Don’t waste your life away. 

Motivation: When I was in Guatemala helping at an organization, El Buen Samaritino, that provides education to children from impoverished, broken homes, I found my motivation. The children there were taught in a converted laundry room (a picture is above). They were hungry, and sometimes there was no water. Yet, every single day they smile. Smile so big it would sometimes make me tear up. Although their homes were probably a few rooms, their parents (if they even had two parents) were working at whatever job could be found or struggling with addictions, their clothes were from the nearest clothes drive, their teeth were already rotted, their stomach’s growled… I could go on and on…however, they STILL SMILE. THEY ARE HAPPY. They love God, they love anyone who shows them love. It is marvelous. I am motivated to make life better for these children. And the founder of El Buen Samaritino, Magda, is my role model. Magda understands the importance of love, and being there for all who are in need, even when she is in need. This woman has had cancer twice, lives in a room connected to the organization, and despite having no income she finds a way to feed all the school children. She is a gift from God. Although it is respectable when the more fortunate help the less fortunate, it is even more admirable when those who need help those who need. The definition of Magda. That is truly selfless. It is motivating to share the beautiful world with others, like Magda, who see my vision of leaving the world better than when I entered it. A challenging task.

Whatever motivates you, work toward it… without any doubt, no matter what the world thinks. 

Now back to financial analysis and balancing budgets…



Writing about love is an interesting venture. I feel as if I am one of the few not afraid to admit that love is incredibly important to me. With love, my few close friends become family, the children I spent time with in Guatemala become my reason to keep on, and a stranger becomes a star in my life’s story.

I’m a believer in deciding to love. This can be applied to anyone- loving a family member, a friend, a stranger, or the most mysterious love- the love of someone you hope to spend the rest of your life with. I do think their are certain people you are more apt to decide to love, which I believe comes from shared values, or experiences. However, that is something that is still a mystery to me. There are people in life who you may desire to love more than others.

But, love is a forever word. After you decide to love it stays with you, growing or fading. From my experience, I do not believe it disappears. However, I think something important to learn is that a heart does mend. Love may not disappear, but the love you find for someone else WILL be greater than the love you had once before, and pain becomes nonexistent.

Matilde had an interesting thought. She said that, “you should miss someone in the best of times; that is when you love.” Powerful. You want the person you love to share each moment with you, feeling and experiencing what you do. The eagerness to tell someone you love a funny, or random, story… that’s beautiful to me.

I love you. Te quiero. Te amo. Te encanto. It’s a forever phrase.